My Heart Burns

This is my first entry. I’m not sure if you’re supposed to introduce yourself or something of the sort, since it’s the first. But it would seem as though, you (the reader), will get to know me much better by the things that I write instead of a valiant effort to describe my attributes in this post. With that settled, let’s move on. Right up to this point theres been a re-occurring thought in my life, which has constantly bombarded my mind. Like a virus, it’s spread and made it’s way through into the core of who I am; my thoughts, emotions, feelings, and conscious have had no choice but to succumb to it. It’s made itself too evident. It is far too complex to fully understand but very simple to label, it’s just raw and genuine love. There is a burning in my heart, and it only continues to grow as fuel to a fire. I cannot begin to describe how I feel a literal substance begin to consume me. This process has not completed it’s work in me, it’s far from over, but I know for certain it’s increasing and progressing. A conclusion, that I have come to in this time is that I live my life to love, to show no restrictions or restraints but be excessive in love. I’m over not stepping out of my box that has kept me in comfort but restricted others of love. I can only give away what I have. Perhaps the reason I want to encounter people with raw/genuine love is because I have encountered raw/genuine love. One thing I have acquired in both knowledge and experience is that love gives. It cares not about itself and cannot stop from giving, thats where love finds pleasure, it is eager to give. In that same way, the driving force that is love, I fail in the effort to interrupt or restrict it’s natural expression in me. In other words, this has so taken over every part of me that I cannot stop myself from thinking, feeling, expressing love. I cannot tell of all the ramifications of encountering love, but I can say that it is transforming me internally. Who knew that love was more than a sentiment/emotion but rather a revolutionary ingredient that leads to a revival of an individual and redesigns how he sees the world with all its factors and most importantly, lives. My heart burns.